Wednesday, August 22, 2007
chunks of stone
I try to sleep alone aware how the coming Darkness tricks your demons alive. Knowing if i am out of reach craziness fills in the gap.
You call me at midnight after I had gone to bed. Loneliness is such an evil drug for an unstable mind.
thinking staying away will save me but, even in the distance I can still feel your pain
It seeps across the darkness of any empty evening As if you're still holding my hand.
You wonder if I laf at your situation.
Like obsession has made you some kind of jester but, how can you not see,
I 'm crying? I call you back just to hear you breathe some how it's comforting,
Endless chatter to fill the gap only belays what's really happening.
Even in your silent's I feel your pain oozing across the canyon of protection you've created.
Lying awake in bed with your sweet smell still lingering, on my sheets or in my memory,
I wanted to be the gargoyle that guards you in your sleep.
But you have pushed me off your cathedrals roof top,
My shattered chunks of stone lay upon the ancient cobble stones.